As I look back on the past few days, I can't really explain how I feel. It has all been such a whirlwind, in and out of the hospital, visiting funeral homes, talking with pastors, crying with family and saying our good-byes. After being in the hospital all weekend, I said my good-nights to my parents and headed home. Sometimes I feel as if death can just be to overwhelming and I needed a break, a time to just think about the past events and be myself. I guess that is how I mourn, by myself.
I hate to make such a sad post, but death is all a part of life. The blessing is that she is a Christan has gone to a better place and will be loved and missed by so many.